>>2734Dead roll, but I always wanted to answer this>AbigailRomance and horror are the primordial fuel of painting. Stirred by a morning of love and a night of fright, she whipped her brush, and from the oil was born symmetry and beauty. But it was imperfect; those eyes didn't reflect her fire, that skin didn't exclaim smoothness in every stroke, those lips weren't magnetic. And although art should provoke feelings, she didn't seek this one, the anger that filled her.
She tore up that painting. And thought of aborting it, for it was her failed child. But even imperfect, in her hands, when she saw the projected shadow of the real world, she was Plato. And with all the regret that comes with not having the ideal form in her hands, she lunged nonetheless to passionately savor the imagery -because for her it is imagery- of her beloved.
Her lips ended up soaked. All four lips. And after the exhausting painting session, she wanted a good bath.
With a heavy sigh, she turned on the water and let the tub fill. She looked at herself in the mirror, her mouth ridiculously painted, and without expressing any emotion, she undressed.
She watched the fabrics fall, until her slender, petite body was freed. Hairless, with the years beginning to lay their shading brushstrokes. She turned to the side, and modeled for the architect who draws the reflection. She showed her modest bust, her humble buttocks. She was Venus, she was Cassandra under the protection of Pallas, though she wanted to feel beautiful, enough for him, her attributes were not those of the statues she imitated. She herself, does not awaken the desire to paint herself.
The water was ready. Abby extended an arm before her, and did a ballet turn that brought her closer to the tub. She thought this idea was beautiful, and that perhaps Robin would admire, if only the intention, if his eyes witnessed that she too held the art of the most delicate dance in her heart. She wanted to jump into the bathtub, but she wasn't that reckless. She straightened up.
"I want bubbles. A good bath is also art~"
She took the bubble bath bottle and squeezed it into the tub. She thought she had just spoken to herself.
"A good conversation with yourself is also." -it's art too, she says, justifying her strange behavior, she had already had this conversation with herself, she talks to herself often-
The bubbles rose and her leg went down. Testing the water without fear.
"Oof!, The fire has engulfed my skin, punishing my sins!" -she sighs-
She put in the other leg; it was hot, but not that bad. The sigh came less from relaxation and more from realizing her dramatic act wasn't helping her artistic block at all. She sank down quickly, almost letting herself drop into the water, which splashed a little, and leaned back as her exhausting day deserved. Abby closed her eyes and whimpered.
"Ahh..." – past the initial wave of warmth, she felt pure pleasure –
"How much must the free soul of a painter suffer for art to be born... How much must it love..."
"How much must it seek...? And my paintings—why haven't they gained any value...?"
"..." – her pulse slowed – "I've suffered and loved today. And I've only sparked embers, not flame. What's missing from me...?" – she touched the spot where the vaccine was – "Pain...?"
"Or..."
Then, in the darkness behind her eyelids, she painted with idealism the most beautiful features she knew—ones that made her tremble to her core, ones that just thinking about activated even her sense of touch. She recalled, along with the image, the taste of their lips, reigniting a heat that didn't come from the water. Rapidly, her heart played a tune, pumping blood with the force of a drumbeat, making her cheeks glow.
"Oh... Love..."
With regret, with deep shame, her hand—stumbling through the air as if an invisible thread were yanking it back, telling her not to continue—submerged and answered with a slow, sensual caress the violent tingling that pierced through her. She shivered, like a rose caught in a gust of wind similar to the one she'd just exhaled in a sigh. But her desire urged her to go on.
"Ahh..."
She tenderly attended to her sensitivity. Tracing slowly over the outer lips, as if trying to engrave them onto her mind through touch alone, to later transfer them onto canvas. Her mind clouded over, and, as if rescuing her heart—which seemed ready to fly right out of her chest—she cupped it in her other hand, intensifying the sensation.
She discovered. Over her sweetest folds, a spot that drove her insane. There, she found the final refuge of pleasure, the home of her moans, the origin of her release.
"Ah-!"
She covered her mouth as wave after wave of sensations so intense she could only compare them to electricity crashed over her.
"Robin..."
Gagged, she still managed to murmur the name of her desire—the one to whom she dedicated her first orgasm.
...after that, she stayed there. Panting. She stared at the ceiling, almost dazed, overwhelmed with immense shame. She ran her hand over her face, fixing her hair, which had become messy during the act. She finished cleaning herself up.
Once outside, without a towel, she looked at the mirror again. Naked, different. Not physically. She frowned slightly.
"...I enjoyed it."
She confirmed it, refusing to let the mirrored world judge her. There was no more room for shame—her love, and the pleasure that quickens her heart, is... the recipe to find her art.
Abigail dried herself with that resolve, and in an act of hidden rebellion, didn't get dressed before going to bed. She looked, through the dim darkness of night, at the canvas that was no longer empty, yet still imperfect... And turned off the nightlight, the only one still on.
"Tomorrow... I've already figured it out..."
She slept, having set her brush on its path.
...
>Thomas Another night. Thomas was about to finish the newspaper, every single page—even the ads, which "might have something interesting." He wasn't particularly fond of novels, but he liked reading something before sleeping... Meanwhile, beside him, his wife had already turned her back, but hadn't fallen asleep. She struggled to fall asleep with that nightlight still on.
sigh>Celia (Abby's mother) "Abby didn't want to come down for dinner..."
>Thomas "Ajá."
>Celia "She locked her door... Said it was important..."
>Thomas "Mhm..."
>Celia "What do you think she was doing?"
>Thomas sigh "How the hell should I know... The same weird crap she always does. Painting, or whatever. Maybe we should take that away from her, make her learn something that actually makes sense. She's a strange girl."
>Celia "Take it away?" —she glanced behind her—
>Thomas "That girl's getting worse and worse." —turned the page— "The things she said to me today aren't normal. If she acts up like that again..."
>Celia "What did she say?" —he didn't tell her, she was just the wife after all—
>Thomas "..." —he stayed silent for a moment— "She told me she's rebellious. And she was doing her weird stuff, didn't want to answer me properly. Made me look bad in front of some other guy from the FBI."
>Celia —turns around, thoroughly confused— "FBI?"
>Thomas —looks at her, half-confused as he remembers— "Yeah, some lunatic... Thought he was my friend or something." —shakes his head in disapproval—
>Celia "What was someone from the FBI doing there?"
>Thomas "Nothing. What matters is what Abby did."
>Celia "What... what did Abby do?"
>Thomas "She made it look like I don't know how to raise a damn child."
>Celia "Huh? What are you talking about...?"
>Thomas-closed the newspaper, got tired, couldn't read and talk at the same time. It distracted him-
sigh -stared intently at Celia- "She misbehaved." -that was all she needed to know- "I think we've given her too many freedoms. That girl... you give her an inch and she takes a mile. It's always the same. All she thinks about are those stupid paintings, or... I don't know, brushes or something..." -he indulged her whims, but never really knew her well-
>Celia"She likes to paint..."
>Thomas"Pft... That's got no future. People only bought her junk because they're from the same class, or because they're distant family." -things Abby proudly mentions- "The only one who bought one of her stupid things without knowing her beforehand?" -a fellow officer, Thomas's colleague- "Me!" -points at himself, annoyed- "I gave her the money so she could pretend someone actually wanted to buy her crap."
>Celia"I didn't know that..." -smiles, she likes the gesture even though it's now filtered through annoyance-
>ThomasComplaining sigh -leans back on the bed- "That's not the point."
>Celia"What are you talking about, honey?"
>Thomas"You give her an inch and she takes a mile." -repeats, Celia looks expectant- "You know what they say... spare the rod and spoil the child."
Celia frowns slightly, showing concern.
>Celia"Mom wouldn't allow it." -allowing Abby to be hit-
>Thomas"She's my daughter." -picks up the newspaper again- "Besides, your dad would like it."
>Celia"Honey..." -sits on the bed and strokes his chin, not meeting his gaze- "Are you sure you want to do that...?"
>Thomas"..." -sighs-
He's not sure. But he thinks it's the right thing. Their eyes meet, and she kisses him on the lips.
>Celia"Put that aside, let's rest, okay...?"
Thomas sighs again. He can't remember the last time he sighed so much. He had to be in at 8 tomorrow. Celia was right. He looks down, folds the newspaper and sets it on the nightstand. He stretches out, and finally, the click sounds, leaving them in darkness.
Thomas turns his back to his partner, and she moves closer, pressing her chest against his back, curling around him like a spoon. She whispers a tender 'goodnight' against his back, which he returns.
"Goodnight."
More seriously.
Celia relaxes quickly, and only the sounds of the night remain. The soft sighs. But Thomas's eyes stay open for a long while... What was he going to do with that girl...?
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